Mac Miller's Death Made Lil Xan Want to Quit Music On Saturday, Lil Xan appeared on the 'No Jumper' podcast and discussed his reaction to Mac Miller's death. The 22-year-old rapper praised Miller as a "hero" and said he's lost his inspiration to make music. Lil Xan, on 'No Jumper' podcast The rapper then revealed that he is "retiring after this contract." He reminisced about the final time he saw Miller. Lil Xan, on 'No Jumper' podcast Xan also stated he wants to get sober and he would be in "rehab" if he didn't have an upcoming tour.