CANCER HAS WON - IT'S GAME OVER FOR ME
- 2 years ago
CANCER HAS WON IT'S GAME OVER
It is with a sad and heavy heart that I say this, my recent surgery showed each site was cancerous with no margins. Stains showed mass deposits all over my left side and back, with deep deposits towards internal organs.
Time frame is irrelevant now, I do not want to tell anyone what is expected to happen now, until I am ready.
I should explain for people I was told to enjoy the next two weeks as after that they expect me to be to sick to enjoy life.
I am still going to have my samples tested in the hope we can save a life in the future, I will do everything in my power to make that a reality! We will all continue the research!
My family and I knew this day would come, but it has come faster than any one expected, my team are fighting for me to try everything possible, but my body is failing fast, I can feel it and we all know it.
No one should have to go through this mental and physical pain in this day and age. I will now be documenting the end of my life, my fight, my struggle in the hope that I can make people smile, laugh and spread some joy around the world.
In the less than 0.01% chance I manage to beat this, I will spend the rest of my life helping others in horrific situations, cancer is just one awful thing that affects people!
I will leave you with this, smile, laugh and see the beauty in everything everyday, make the most of being able to be you, but most of all never regret anything! Make every day count, because like me you may wake up unable to continue to do what you love.
My dreams are just that now, dreams, white clouds in the sky that I will never reach.
Much love and I'm sorry it's not better news.
#dontgiveindontgiveup
It is with a sad and heavy heart that I say this, my recent surgery showed each site was cancerous with no margins. Stains showed mass deposits all over my left side and back, with deep deposits towards internal organs.
Time frame is irrelevant now, I do not want to tell anyone what is expected to happen now, until I am ready.
I should explain for people I was told to enjoy the next two weeks as after that they expect me to be to sick to enjoy life.
I am still going to have my samples tested in the hope we can save a life in the future, I will do everything in my power to make that a reality! We will all continue the research!
My family and I knew this day would come, but it has come faster than any one expected, my team are fighting for me to try everything possible, but my body is failing fast, I can feel it and we all know it.
No one should have to go through this mental and physical pain in this day and age. I will now be documenting the end of my life, my fight, my struggle in the hope that I can make people smile, laugh and spread some joy around the world.
In the less than 0.01% chance I manage to beat this, I will spend the rest of my life helping others in horrific situations, cancer is just one awful thing that affects people!
I will leave you with this, smile, laugh and see the beauty in everything everyday, make the most of being able to be you, but most of all never regret anything! Make every day count, because like me you may wake up unable to continue to do what you love.
My dreams are just that now, dreams, white clouds in the sky that I will never reach.
Much love and I'm sorry it's not better news.
#dontgiveindontgiveup