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Ever, These letters are often all that get me through week to week. Even if it s just random stuff, nothing important, they re important to me. Gramps is great, and I love working on the ranch. But...I m lonely. I feel disconnected, like I m no one, like I don t belong anywhere. Like I m just here until something else happens. I don t even know what I want with my future. But your letters, they make me feel connected to something, to someone. I had a crush on you, when we first met. I thought you were beautiful. So beautiful. It was hard to think of anything else. Then camp ended and we never got together, and now all I have of you is these letters. S**t. I just told you I have a crush on you. HAD. Had a crush. Not sure what is anymore. A letter-crush? A literary love? That s stupid. Sorry. I just have this rule with myself that I never throw away what I write and I always send it, so hopefully this doesn t weird you out too much. I had a dream about you too. Same kind of thing. Us, in the darkness, together. Just us. And it was like you said, a memory turned into a dream, but a memory of something that s never happened, but in the dream it felt so real, and it was more, I don t even know, more RIGHT than anything I ve ever felt, in life or in dreams. I wonder what it means that we both had the same dream about each other. Maybe nothing, maybe everything. You tell me. Cade Cade, We re pen pals. Maybe that s all we ll ever be. I don t know. If we met IRL (in real life, in case you re not familiar with the term) what would happen? And just FYI, the term you used, a literary love? It was beautiful. So beautiful. That term means something, between us now. We are literary loves. Lovers? I do love you, in some strange way. Knowing about you, in these letters, knowing your hurt and your joys, it means something so important to me, that I just can t describe. I need your art, and your letters, and your literary love. If we never have anything else between us, I need this. I
Ever, These letters are often all that get me through week to week. Even if it s just random stuff, nothing important, they re important to me. Gramps is great, and I love working on the ranch. But...I m lonely. I feel disconnected, like I m no one, like I don t belong anywhere. Like I m just here until something else happens. I don t even know what I want with my future. But your letters, they make me feel connected to something, to someone. I had a crush on you, when we first met. I thought you were beautiful. So beautiful. It was hard to think of anything else. Then camp ended and we never got together, and now all I have of you is these letters. S**t. I just told you I have a crush on you. HAD. Had a crush. Not sure what is anymore. A letter-crush? A literary love? That s stupid. Sorry. I just have this rule with myself that I never throw away what I write and I always send it, so hopefully this doesn t weird you out too much. I had a dream about you too. Same kind of thing. Us, in the darkness, together. Just us. And it was like you said, a memory turned into a dream, but a memory of something that s never happened, but in the dream it felt so real, and it was more, I don t even know, more RIGHT than anything I ve ever felt, in life or in dreams. I wonder what it means that we both had the same dream about each other. Maybe nothing, maybe everything. You tell me. Cade Cade, We re pen pals. Maybe that s all we ll ever be. I don t know. If we met IRL (in real life, in case you re not familiar with the term) what would happen? And just FYI, the term you used, a literary love? It was beautiful. So beautiful. That term means something, between us now. We are literary loves. Lovers? I do love you, in some strange way. Knowing about you, in these letters, knowing your hurt and your joys, it means something so important to me, that I just can t describe. I need your art, and your letters, and your literary love. If we never have anything else between us, I need this. I