Amber Rose Says ‘Evil’ Internet Culture Changed Her The model, who is known for being outspoken on social issues, took to Instagram on Thursday to blow off some steam. Sometimes I wish I can go back to being the regular girl from Philly when people actually liked me for me. The Internet is evil AF it made me stronger in so many ways but forever changed me as a person. I feel like no one wants to ever see me happy because they feel like I am undeserving of love. Rose would then go on to say that helping other women is the only thing that makes her feel better so she will “continue to push the envelope.” I will continue to take all the punches for women all over the world because I know God will only give me what I can handle.